PO3TIC J

Get Life and Live Trying

I asked myself this, but it was more like I was ugly crying on my knees wondering if I even had the capacity to be a servant of God. Like every time I learned something it was something I did wrong and I felt defeated. Like man… Am I able to continue? I cried because I felt like the answer was no. But do you know the fact that I knew I couldn’t was good??? Because we NEED Jesus. We have to lean on The Lord!

When finding out I was the issue, it hurt so much. I was betraying my own self. My own self (flesh) was fighting against me. In which would lead to every lasting punishment:

“And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.”
‭‭Revelation‬ ‭20‬:‭15‬ ‭KJV‬‬

That’s so hurtful, to know that I was my worst enemy. And God revealed that to me. Instead of being happy, I felt miserable. That’s disgusting. I shouldn’t been happy. God was showing me the truth!! TO HELP ME! Not to belittle me. Once I realized that my answer became YES! Because I feel weak and not defeated, and when I’m Weak Christ is Strong! Therefore, I walk in the Spirit.

“And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭12‬:‭9‬ ‭KJV‬‬

It’s ok to feel hurt, but it’s not ok to put yourself down and think you can’t. Because honestly, we can’t. Our righteousness is as filthy rags, BUT when we OBEY God we are showing him we want to be like him and we love him and we believe in him! He wants us to walk in His Spirit. He wants us to overcome evil with good.

And nobody is good! Only God is Good! Period!

“And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments.”
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭19‬:‭17‬ ‭KJV‬‬

So I say unto you, strive to keep the commandments and YES YOU CAN DO THIS BECAUSE IS YOUR HELP AS WELL AS HE IS MINE!!! HE IS GOD, NONE ELSE! We are not able to do anything without God!! Even if we don’t want to do what he says we will still obey him because he will say go into the lake of fire at the end and whoever he says it to will! God forbid, but hes no respect of persons! (Acts 10:34 KJV)

In order to reconcile us back to the Father, JESUS HAD TO COME AND DIE…. (Insert shooter meme here) because WHET!!!??!? So we actually think we don’t have to go through something?? We don’t think we have to obey God as his Som- Jesus The Christ did?? And we say, What would Jesus do?? He would KEPL THE LAW!

So as Gods word is going in on me in my heartbecause the Holy Ghost don’t miss! He will speak Only What God says not his own words nor what we want! So it hits me: Thank You Jesus for telling me I’m my biggest enemy!! Thank you for the trials and tribulations because it increases my Faith in The Lord!!! Nothing is too hard for God! And He is here, we just have to want to take hold of him. And he knows if we are serious!

Remember!!! IT TAKES TIME! The thing to focus on is the whole reason why you are wanting to Obey God is because you Believe Hod because He said to Obey His Voice… that it’s, End of Story! Don’t be focusing on nothing else. Period!

Focus on The Lord! Your Why is God! Period.

In children’s class at church, our Teacher asked a question:

Him: “why should we eat unclean foods?”

Beloved little Sis/niece: “because God said not to.”

Period: END OF STORY! We can all go home now and keep the commandments! A

Nd don’t believe the lie that we can’t, because that’s your inner me self sabotaging again! So you can strive to get the bag, get rich or die trying, but you can’t get life and live trying?? That’s crazy Jessica! And if that’s crazy to you, LETS STOP!

Stop blaming God for our iniquities and start thanking him that he has shown us what we should cease and allow him to teach us how to be like him.

It’s ok to feel like you’re defeated, but you’re not- you’re weak and that’s when God Turns All The way Up!! His strength!!!!?!?!? Like wait a min!!!! Bless The Lord!! In Jesus Name

So, you can do this because God can do this!!

Do you really wanna be HIS Clay?

My answer: YES! I Choose Life and I want To Live Getting It!

So, Choose Life and Live Trying! Let’s do this Together! 🫶🏾

Cattle Upon A Thousand Hills

I be thinking sometimes and it doesn’t coincided with the world’s description of “getting the bag”. The bag is wealth if I had to some it up. But how do we really obtain wealth? And which “wealth” are we seeking?

Did you know there were too ways to get wealthy? You can do it in Wickedness or Righteousness. No in between. (Matthew 6:25 KJV & Deuteronomy 30:15 KJV) either Life or Death is our choice in each decision we make. So we must undoubtedly choose Life.

Life: The Living Tree, so there was two trees in the midst of the garden and the Tree of Life was one of them. We were instructed to eat from The Tree of Life and we could also eat of any tree of the garden, except The Tree of Knowledge of Good and evil.

So you had all these other trees that would give us nutrients that we didn’t have to work for. We just were fed. Idk, but Eve wasn’t taking heed to herself, and not blaming- I’m just giving you the description to explain where I’m going. lol – So she wasn’t paying attention and I’m saying that because I don’t be paying attention to my own flesh. I honestly just realized how to do that. All this time I was throwing myself down and talking down to myself, thinking that’s taking heed. That’s abuse! Abusing my own self. Smh Big time! But I’m giving myself a hug because I didn’t know. No excuse to stay here, but every excuse to love myself because love covers a multitude of sins. How will I love others as I love myself, if I can’t love myself? How can God dwell in hatred? So when we talk negatively to ourselves, and I’m not speaking about correction ourselves, because CORRECTION IS LOVE- but when we talk to ourselves with a pessimistic tongue. The bitterness in the words being spoken, that’s not equally yoked with God. Even when Judas betrayed Jesus he called him friend.

How do you speak to yourself? How do you speak to yourself when you mess up? Do you belittle your own self? Do you talk without hope on your tongue, with no faith in your heart. Faith is used to quench all the fiery darts of the devil. So I was out here getting hit! Left and right, chileeeeeeeeeeee……. Jesus is just waiting for us to surrender and turn to him with our whole heart… Once we realize we went through real trauma and it’s not normal to be angry all the time, to be sad all the time, to snap on people, to fight, to even talk negatively to yourself- to even thinking pessimistic thoughts. We have to start with yourselves. Take heed to Thyself! (Deuteronomy 9:4 KJV). It hurts, but after while it’s a good type of hurt because you understand it’s God. God is in control, and if we be afflicted with his son- BLESS BE THE NAME OF THE LORD OUR GOD!!!

Affliction teaches us what we need to cast down and what we need to use to overcome. We learn best when having no choice but to deal with what is going on. Lords will, we consider and look at our own ways and see WHY IS THIS HAPPENING? And seek Ye Out The Book and READ!

Seeking the Bible is like having a cheat code, well it is the cheat code! Lol Like Jesus is so merciful!!! He has EVERYTHING WRITTEN!!! We just open the book and read the Bible and examine ourselves. He gives us the Bible and the words are light, light shining and showing us the wickedness within ourselves because we are shaped in iniquity. (Psalm 51 KJV) And no excuse, but only God is good- PERIOD. So we MUST TAKE HEED BY READING GODS WORD AND CHANGING WHAT HE SHOWS US AND STANDING BOLD IN WHAT HE SHOWS US.

People that Obey God and Trust him don’t get offended and they have Peace according to Psalm 119:165 KJV,

I ask you? Do you get offended? Do you find yourself depressed and/or angry as hell?

For me, I am not there and I hope to get there. But Obedience to God gives us knowledge and understanding; God gives us wisdom to do things. And I have to obey God in order to gain peace and not be offended.

I hope you do the same and I fight to obey with you! let’s get vaccinated with The Word of God and Cease from sinning Daily!

Jesus help me have peace and not be offended because I trust you. Allow me to do all things for you because you are God and no one else.

“and whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men; knowing that of the Lord ye shall receive the reward of the inheritance: for ye serve the Lord Christ.”
‭‭Colossians‬ ‭3‬:‭23‬-‭24‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Do it for God, because he is the one who owns EVERYTHING!! God Provides, and in Bible study I learned that God makes you wealthy. Nothing and nobody else. But satan can give you wealth of the world only- He can never give you Peace and to not be offended. Sin is an offense and it’s destructive as a virus. And viruses k-ll. We must stop this virus by taking Heed to ourselves and obeying God so we can have God and thus have Everything.

“Hear, O my people, and I will speak; O Israel, and I will testify against thee: I am God, even thy God. For every beast of the forest is mine, And the cattle upon a thousand hills. I know all the fowls of the mountains: And the wild beasts of the field are mine. If I were hungry, I would not tell thee: For the world is mine, and the fulness thereof. Offer unto God thanksgiving; And pay thy vows unto the most High: And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me. But unto the wicked God saith, What hast thou to do to declare my statutes, or that thou shouldest take my covenant in thy mouth? Seeing thou hatest instruction, And castest my words behind thee. These things hast thou done, and I kept silence; Thou thoughtest that I was altogether such an one as thyself: But I will reprove thee, and set them in order before thine eyes. Now consider this, ye that forget God, Lest I tear you in pieces, and there be none to deliver. Whoso offereth praise glorifieth me: And to him that ordereth his conversation aright will I shew the salvation of God.”
‭‭Psalm‬ ‭50‬:‭7‬, ‭10‬-‭12‬, ‭14‬-‭17‬, ‭21‬-‭23‬ ‭KJV‬‬

I’m walking with God and proving his word, Will you join me? 🫶🏾🫂

Maintaining my Ways before HIM

This is me maintaining my ways before HIM, though he slay me…. (Paraphrased from : Job 13: 15 KJV) I have no idea where this will lead, but I know it will lead somwhere because God gave e these instructions. That tells me 2 things:

God is here
Gods word doesnt come back void so I will succeed.

Number 1 is enough honestly becaus God is here I know I am in safety, Im on the narrow road and I am being led through green pastures and beside still water. And even if I walk through the valley of death, I aint gone fear because as number one states, God is here. (paraphrased from: Psalm 23)

Number 2, So the best way I can describe this in short is to paraphrase Mattew 8: 5-9, 13 KJV… So, let me tell you the RIGHTEOUS TEA!!!!!…. So, the centurion came to Jesus to ask him to heal his servant. Jesus said he would come and heal him… But the centurion stated to speak the word only because he understood Jesus’s position. According to the centurion’s job description he was a general and he had people that obeyed his command, so By Jesus speaking the word only the Centurion new that whatever Jesus spoke would be. It would become true. Jesus cannot lie, so what God says wont come back void.

I encourage you to believe in Our God and trust in his word. Just by doing what he speaks to us is proof we believe in him. And so what if only one person sees it and that one person is you!!… Because the Most important one done wrote it down and stamped it as

O B E D I E N C E!!!

The real goal is to please God and not man. Afterall Jesus comes back for the one, what if you are the one that needs your (insert action here)? What if itd all truly for you, and then once you are at the point Jesus knows you should be he starts sending more. Not because he thinks youre not ready, but because HE IS IN CONTROL!

So what is God telling you to Do? Today, I finally did it… I am doing what God has said…

“And God Spake All These words saying”

Exodus 20:1 KJV

I’m maintaining my ways by trusting in The Lord in the wait. For I have faith and hope because I know God can’t fail, but I will prevail.

Try saying that instead of all the lies being believed instead of Gods word. You need you to do this too, You read the Parable of the talents??? Matthew 25: 14-30 KJV Read it, and if you have read again… I had this during bible study and I thought about the talents God has given me and have i been glorifying him?? I was too afraid to do this because I had to heal. Fear is error, it is sin because God didn’t give us that spirit. Proof: 2 Timothy 1: 7 KJV

Have you been glorifying God with HIS good that he gave you? (I’m asking myself)