“And the LORD God planted a garden eastward in Eden; and there he put the man whom he had formed. And out of the ground made the LORD God to grow every tree that is pleasant to the sight, and good for food; the tree of life also in the midst of the garden, and the tree of knowledge of good and evil. And the LORD God commanded the man, saying, Of every tree of the garden thou mayest freely eat: but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.”
Genesis 2:8-9, 16-17 KJV
When he found me, I was weak, bruised, misused
I was afraid and scared of HIM for he stated that he was here for me and he would not harm me. But I had heard that so many times, so I decided to stay blind. I did not want to see what he had for me because of the pain that was brought forth from those same words from another man. A man that was supposed to protect me, respect me. Cover me… But instead, he made me feel like I was disgusting. He made my flesh feel things that a child does not even understand. He made me believe that my plan was death and that I was a curse. Then another, he told me that he loved me and could not wait to become one. He said before he could fit his puzzle to my pieces that I had to release the same things the first man said, so I did. And I stayed even though he made my body feel like it was in darkness. The darkness that you can see figures that are trying to harm you, but they never move. I was consumed with the pain and shame of the disgusting ways of “love”. The love that I had been shown with my eyes had me demise myself. Why couldn’t I stop? What is so wrong with me? So, I just accepted love as being something I could not receive, but I had to give by abusing myself. Abusing my body, love was me being a hobby, a doormat. I was a distraction, a product. I was Property. I did not trust Him because I had learned that love was pain, but my body loved the abuse. My body loved the way that it was misused. I accepted my fate; I accepted my hate, and I existed. I would try and flee when it became too much, but then it became tough to not get the love that I had resisted. It became hard so I went back again and again, and he welcomed me with opened arms in pretend. I did not know they were lies, until I investigated HIS face. When I opened the door to the knock that I had heard, I started to learn the difference between the lie and truth. I started to see the proof. That I was born into iniquity, that I had to deny my flesh. I learned that I fiery darts were satans and I did not have the shield of Faith. Until that day, I let him in. Like a Ferral cat I fought and ran, but he stuck to his plan. For he understands pain and shame. He understands being abused and misused. He showed me how he died brutally so that I could see. He removed the vail from my eyed. And showed me his Love for me. He showed me what love is, he showed me how to forgive. He gave me his word and now like a foreclosed home being remodelled, I am brand new. For he built my home in Spirit and in Truth.
“Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord;”
Acts 3:19 KJV“It is good for me that I have been afflicted; That I might learn thy statutes.”
Psalm 119:71 KJV“Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, And cleanse me from my sin. For I acknowledge my transgressions: And my sin is ever before me. Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done this evil in thy sight: That thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear when thou judgest. Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. Make me to hear joy and gladness; That the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice. Create in me a clean heart, O God; And renew a right spirit within me.”
Psalm 51:2-4, 7-8, 10 KJV
May God Grant us Repentance of Our sins and show us what is unlike him so we can remove it in Jesus name
I Pray You know that You can leave the abusive relationship with satan too!
Choose Life and Live! Cease from eating from the tree of knowledge of good and evil(satan) and start eating, start back eating from the LIVING TREE(JESUS)
“Behold, the LORD’s hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; neither his ear heavy, that it cannot hear: but your iniquities have separated between you and your God, and your sins have hid his face from you, that he will not hear.”
Isaiah 59:1-2 KJV“Bless the LORD, O my soul: And all that is within me, bless his holy name. Bless the LORD, O my soul, And forget not all his benefits: Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; Who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; Who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies; Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; So that thy youth is renewed like the eagle’s. Like as a father pitieth his children, So the LORD pitieth them that fear him. For he knoweth our frame; He remembereth that we are dust. But the mercy of the LORD is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that fear him, And his righteousness unto children’s children; To such as keep his covenant, And to those that remember his commandments to do them.”
Psalm 103:1-5, 13-14, 17-18 KJV
I Bid you Peace and Love in Jesus Name Amen
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